Unavailable

What was that?
Now you remember that I exist?
Your amnesia must be contagious, because suddenly I don’t recall what I saw in you
You’re welcome to keep searching for your pacifier in my inbox
Trust me, you won’t find it there
I threw it out along with your part-time attention and unreliable companionship
You chose to love me intermittently while I gave you full-time affection
So now my availability has changed
I’m all booked up loving people who love me back